I know, the the title is
oh so scandalous. Yes I'm cheating on my manuscript. I can't help it, it just needed to be done.
I haven't said a lot about my main manuscript, because I don't want to give any information away if I one day (hopefully) get it published. So all that I'll really say is it's an untitled realistic fiction piece I've been working on for about a year now, which is weird to say because I feel like I've been writing it since the day I could type a full sentence.
But as I mentioned in a previous post, I hit a roadblock in the middle of my manuscript. Well, more like the middle of the beginning, I'm not really sure where I am in regards to beginning, middle, and end. Which is fine, it's a new story, I'm still growing and learning and figuring the whole thing out. However, I got to a point where the thought of writing it DISGUSTED me. So I took a leap and I starting writing a YA novel idea that my older sister and I came up with. The only word I can think to describe it is fresh. It's really fresh, and likeable. I could really picture it going somewhere.
So I pulled up a blank document, and started writing it. Obviously, I don't know what I'm doing yet. I like what I'm writing, but I don't know if the voice is what we want. I don't know if it's too cliche, or predictable. I can't tell if my character is pretentious or not, I don't even know major points for each of the characters.
But the point is, I had
fun writing it. It was really fun, and I whipped out a good 2,000 words in a matter of 15 minutes, just because I wasn't over thinking, I was just writing. And it might not even go anywhere, I may never look at it again, but it made me love writing because I was starting something new, and I love writing the beginnings, it's always the middle and the end that trip me up. So obviously I'll suck it up, and I'll keep writing my untitled manuscript, because that's my baby, and I'll always go back to it. But I will, every once in a while, take a little visit to my mistress of writing.
So for all of you feeling guilty for "cheating" on your manuscript, don't feel bad.
We all need it sometimes.
P.S. please do not take this advice if it refers to ANYTHING other than writing, I don't condon cheating on your partner, just putting that out there.
**Having any trouble with your manuscripts? Feeling like you may need a little escape?**